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Sunday, June 6, 2010

Legacy Photography of Jessamyn & Tia




Love Jessamyn holding Tia in her arms. The blanket was the one Laurel made upon her request - "i carry your heart with me - i carry it in my heart" - sooooo precious!







I love that Jessamyn is smiling down on Tia. This was just a couple of hours before she let her go, but she could still smile.

I thought this turned out beautiful. How we are all so enraptured with this child. My favorite part is how Tia is looking up at Jessamyn.

A tender moment for the two of them. Wrapped in their special blanket.

This is a unique picture with all the different elements. Tia was still long and lean at this point.




Joy Farr came and took professional photos before Tia was placed with her family. So glad Jessamyn thought to do this - they are so beautiful and so touching!

Sweet Photos with Tia

Minutes after her birth, Tia grabbed a hold of my finger and wouldn't let go!




As her face lost it's swelling, she looked more and more like Jessamyn.



Caught her with her eyes wide open. She slept 6 hours straight the first night and eats like a champ.

Plus, no fussing - so like Jessamyn was!







Love the "pop-eye" look she gave gramps.



Jessamyn was such a tender, loving mom. So attentive to Tia's every need and then some. I was so proud of her through all of this. She was fantastic! What a sacred experience to watch your daughter give birth. I will never forget how deeply that touched my heart.

We were so glad to have wonderful Whitney here to keep us all grounded. She is amazing! Her view of our lives and what would be most helpful is phenomenal. The more I get the opportunity to be in her presence the more awed I am by her mature and compassionate spirit. Love, love, love her!!
I got to spend Monday night going through labor with Jessamyn. It was better than I had expected. She was very tough. I read the last part of the last Fablehaven book to her when she was relaxed. She said it made her feel better. I just can't get over how amazing she was. Very much in control of her emotions and knew what she had to do.
After Tia's birth, Jessamyn stayed in the hospital Tuesday night. She asked me to come and stay with her which I was happy to do. I think Jessamyn didn't want Tia to not be in someone's arms. Our time with her was so short. Jessamyn held her almost constantly if she could. I was glad to be there to help her and it was a sweet time for me to spend with Tia as well.
After the placement, Jessamyn also wanted me to sleep with her. This is a sacred time for all of us. I didn't know I would feel this way. We hold each other and cry and talk until exhaustion carries us into a fitful sleep. How I love this girl of mine!
On one of the several nights that I spent sleeping with Jessamyn, she told me that this whole experience has done more for her than she had been able to see earlier. Now our relationship is so very sweet. She told me that I am her very best friend in the whole world. Be still my heart!! The Lord's tender mercies are so abundant in all of this. I have felt our relationship deepen as well and now after going through all of this side-by-side, it is indeed what I've always dreamed of and hoped for. Life is good! I have enough!!

BABY TIA

I don't know where to begin because there has been so much happening with us and especially Jessamyn. Whitney & Charlie came to be with us while Jessamyn went through delivery and placement. I picked them up in Spokane on Saturday, May 22. I could just eat Charlie up! So fun that he knows me so well now.

The kind doctors decided they would induce Jessamyn after softening her cervix on Monday night. When we got into the hospital Monday night, she was already dialated to a 4 and 75% effaced so they went ahead that night with the pitocin. She did fantastic!! I was so proud of how well she handled everything. We had a great nurse, Andrea, who told us what to expect and really listened to Jess. She got an epidural, which took half an hour, and then got it replenished a couple of other times. After 9 hours of labor and only 15 minutes of pushing - tada.....BEAUTIFUL BABY TIA is born at 4:47 am. She weighs 7.7 lbs and is 21" long. Dark hair, big hands with long fingers, and long feet. Truly beautiful. I wept as that innocent soul came into the room and they placed her on Jessamyn's chest who cried over and over again - "She's so beautiful! She's so beautiful!" And indeed - she is!




Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Tender Mercies

I don't want to forget how sweet the tender mercies of the Lord have been throughout Jess' pregnancy. My usually, highly emotional child has NOT been emotional during this whole time. Well, that is until this week - she had a bad day and cried at least 6 times! But overall, I count it as a huge blessing to have had her so level-headed and mature through all of this. With just a few days before her due date, I know she is worrying more and more about the final moments of placing her child in Brandi & Eric's arms. Oh, give us strength!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Pictures of my happiness!

I gave Charlie a toothbrush to chew on cause it feels so good on his gums. Maybe he'll like having his teeth brushed.
Love this face - so adorable with that chin, fat cheeks and beautiful eyes! Can't get enough!!

This photo is so dang funny. Charlie just kept wanting to get higher and higher on Mike till he was walking on his face almost. Love that expression!


Bottle time
We hiked up Silver Falls with Mer, Nick, Carrie, Ruby, Cam, Whit & Charlie. This was a great shot of my beautiful posterity.










It was like having two kids around. Rusty wanted to be in on everything.




Of course I had to make him a toy drawer so he could be in the kitchen with me.










Charlie and I had lots of morning time together to do whatever.



Charlie just getting out of the tub. He has great hair!






Love this photo of Mike & Charlie. What descriptive faces.




Jessamy, Charlie & Whit were all dressed in blue & white for the Apple Blossom Parade. Charlie had a comfy place to sit on Jess' big 8.5 month pregnant belly.
























This photo of him in his bear suit reminds me of the "lost boys" bouncing through "Peter Pan."







Charlie Boy loves his grammy!








Friday, May 7, 2010

Families Are Forever!! Give me a waa-hoo!!

"The Happiest moments of my life have been the few I have passed at home in the bosom of my family."
Thomas Jefferson

We have had a sweet time this week with Cam, Whit and Charlie here. I thought they were coming the Friday night before Apple Blossom, but they surprised me and showed up Thursday night. Heavenly surprise!!

So all week I've been playing with Charlie Boy. I get alone time with him each morning so his mom can go back to bed. I have no words to describe how sweet this relationship is between Charlie and I. But I'm so grateful for it!

Whitney has gone with Jess to see Brad Reimer and also her physician. She is such a voice of reason. Brad asked if she had thought about being a counselor as her questions for him and for Jess were so thought provoking. After meeting with Brad, Jessamyn wanted all of us to have a little family meeting so we could really talk about what's happening now at the end of her pregnancy.

We knelt together as a family and Cam prayed that we'd be able to say what needed to be said and that we'd be able to fully support Jessamyn in what she needs from each of us. Jessamyn cried and told us her several reasons for why she's placing her baby. It was sad but touching to see my baby girl want to do this wonderful and difficult thing. She's going to write her reasons all down so we can all have them. She also asked us to remind her when it gets really hard, as she feels it coming on now, of some of the reasons why she's doing this. She's so amazing. And again, Whitney is so great at keeping everyone focused on what's important, talking calmly, listening for understanding, etc. She's really been so great and Jess is hoping she will come when she has the baby.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Phone Notes

I type in a few quotes I like on my phone so that I can read something inspiring when I'm stuck somewhere or need an emotional boost. Here's a few.

"BE OF GOOD CHEER!!!"


"Ring the bells that still can ring,
Forget your perfect offering,
There is a crack in everything,
That's how the light gets in. "


"Behold I say unto you that great things await you!"


"The secret of leadership is simple. Do what you believe in. Paint a picture of the future. Go there. People will follow."
"People don't believe what you tell them. They rarely believe what you show them. They often believe what their friends tell them. They always believe what they tell themselves. What leaders do: they give people stories they can tell themselves. Stories about the future and about change." - Tribes


"Most things make no difference. Being busy is a form of laziness-lazy thinking and indiscriminate action." 4-Hour Work Week


"Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved." - Victor Hugo


"On the day when the weight deadens on your shoulders and you stumble, may the clay dance to balance you.
And when your eyes freeze behind the grey window and the ghost of loss gets into you, may a flock of colours, indigo, red, green and azure blue come to awaken in you a meadow of delight.
When the canvas frays in the currach of thought and a stain of ocean blackens beneath you, may there come across the waters a path of yellow moonlight to bring you safely home.
May the nourishment of the earth be yours, may the clarity of light be yours, may the fluency of the ocean be yours, may the protection of the ancestors be yours.
And so may a slow wind work these words of love around yu, an invisible cloak to mind your life."
- Beannacht - Blessing
- John O'Donohue


"Here is the deepest secret nobody knows,
Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide.
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart -
I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart."
- e.e. cummings


"Upon the brow of every man God has placed the word....hope." - Victor Hugo


"Don't set sail!
Tomorrow the wind will have dropped;
And then you can go,
And I won't trouble about you."


JSH 1:59,60 - (Instead of thinking that the "them" refers to the plates, think of the "them" being your children.)
"...the same heavenly messenger delivered thm up to me with this charge: that I should be responsible for them; that if i should let them go carelessly, or through any neglect of mine, I should be cut off; but that if I would use all my endeavors to preserve them, until he, the messenger, should call for them, they should be protected.
I soon found out the reason why I had received such strict charges to keep them safe, and why it was that the messenger had said that when I had done what was required at my hand, he would call for them. For no sooner was it known that I had them, than the most strenous exertions were used to get them from me. Every stratagem that could be invented was resorted to for that purpose. The persecution became more bitter and severe than ever before and multitudes were on the alert continually to get them from me if possible. But by the wisdom of God, they remained safe in my hands, until I had accomplished by them what was required at my hand. When, according to arrangements, the messenger called for them, I delivered them up to him; and he has them in his charge until this day."


"Much more important than what you do for a living is what kind of person you become. When you leave this frail existence, what you have become will matter most." RM Nelson


"Come what may, and love it!" - Wirthlin


"No misfortune is so bad that whining about it won't make it worse." - Holland


"Every step I have taken since I was a child has been to bring me closer to you."
"To find your prayers were answered - can not that be called happiness?" - Memoirs of a Geisha


"Oh, the comfort -- the inexpressible comfort
Of feeling safe with a person,
Having neither to weigh thought,
Nor measure words--but pouring them
All right out--just as they are--
Chaff and grain together--
Certain that a faithful hand will
Take and sift them--
Keep what is worth keeping--
And with the breath of kindness,
Blow the rest away."


"All have pain, but not all suffer. The body might ache, loss might occur. But for those who embrace my lifht...there is dancing!"


"...But in the gift of his Son hath God prepared a more excellent way..." - Ether 12:11


"He...made Adam according to Our image and likeness, and He left him lying for forty days and forty nights without putting breath into him. And He heaved sighs over him daily, saying, 'If I put breath into this man, he must suffer many pains.' And I said unto My Father, 'Put breath into him; I will be an advocate for him.' And My Father said unto Me, 'If I put breath into him, My Beloved Son, Thou wilt be obliged to go down into the world, and to suffer many pains for him before Thou shalt have redeemed him, and made him to come back to his primal state.' And I said unto My Father, 'Put breath into him; I will be his advocate, and I will go down into the world, and will fulfill Thy command.'" -
"Perfection Pending" - Elder Nelson - taken from coptic texts he saw in the London museum written by Timothy, Patriarch of Alexandria in A.D. 385.


"We are strongly encouraged by various scriptures to touch those within our present circle of influence rather than obsessively wishing for a larger circle." - Neal A. Maxwell


"I sing you to me." "And I will hear you." - Australia